letter to simone

to my dearest baby girl,

i had a horrible dream last night. my dream started with me waking up to find blood in my sheets. i woke your father up and we went to the emergency room. after doing an ultra sound, they discovered that my uterus had ruptured. (remember, this is a dream, so this might not be a real medical condition) they told us that i had to go into surgery immediately. they were going to try to sew up my uterus to stop the bleeding and to save you. after hours of waiting, i was finally out surgery. and then....

my phone started ringing in real life. it woke me up from this horrific dream; leaving me panicked. the dream never finished and i was never able to see if you were okay. i started crying.

even though it was just a dream, it felt so real.

i want you to know that no matter how much i dislike being pregnant or how much i complain, i love you. i already love you and want nothing more than for you to healthy.

with so much love from my heart,

mom